Thursday, July 23, 2009

And even when they caught her breath, her words would leave a scar. "For only in the grip of darkness will we shine amidst the brightest stars."

"I never know how to treat you.

You say "I love you", but it ain't true.
I'm walking away now.
One step forward, and back two."

"Love is or it ain't. Thin love ain't love at all."

"The only cure for grief is action."

Thankfully, I remembered Lisa's wifi Minneapolis password, or I would have to go down to the laundry room to fix my apartment complexes wifi box AGAIN.

It's strange how alcohol can intensify your emotions. I hate feeling like I'm going to potentially spend another year, or multiple years, as I tend to do, alone. The last year I was single wasn't so bad, especially when I denounced any sort of shame. However, it wasn't as fulfilling as the last 8 months being with someone I cared strongly about. The problem I have is finding someone I care to spend my time with at the right time. I say that because, it's not as if I haven't met great people, the timing was just wrong.

He started talking about pros and cons today. Also asked me how I felt and what I was thinking about it. I didn't know I had a choice. As far as I knew, my choice was to pick up and move on. However, it will be a cold fucking day in hell if you think I'm just going to sit idly by and wait for you to decide you made a mistake.




Ugh, Sam quoted it right with Whitesnake. haha Such cliches, but the breakup wasn't tumultuous enough to quote Frankee's rebuttal to Eamon's "Fuck it".

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Cons outweigh the pros, big time.

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